freedom!

FReeodddooom is so sweet. at last i dun haf to wrk anymore. well tis is great news but me now down with the flu... theres also somethg else tts eating me inside. i feel as if i am dying inside. sigh. went to sentosa the other day. it was fun.. the sun was good. the company was great and i was exhuasted at the end of the day. juli.. told u we needed to tok and we did. and we agreed on somethg.. will tell u when i see ya.

but tts the prob u see, somehw i agreed to somethg onli becos it was rite the thing to do. confused and vexed i said hmmm. but inside i wanted to scream and cry.. cry which i did when i went to slp the same nite, i was so upset tht it jus turned out and happened tis way. i tot tis time there would be a happy ending but maybe tings jus wasnt meant to be.

abt the crying bit, i told myself i wouldnt unless its somethg impt but in the end, the tears jus came.. i guess it was impt aft all... sigh.

i am just so sunk now.. i want to get away frm reality. i just cant believe it all! tis sucks alot!