where is evrybody?

where are all my frens when i need them??

am i such a selfish person? when all i want them to be is happy.
i nvr tot i wld get hurt by a frenship. bt i am hurt nw and maybe onli becos i care too much for them. maybe i shld stop.

nah! its nt in my nature to not be a fren because i gt hurt by one. tts silly and tts nt me. maybe my mum is rite. abt me being a strong person. always getting up whenever i fall.. hmm ok.. maybe it will take a while bt i always get up in the end. .. .. .

i nw understand hw impt frens are. they are your tower in times of need. i nvr realli understood hw someone can depend so much on their frens until they will even give up their lives for them. i am not that noble.

i haf decided that i will still be a fren no matter what. no matter whether i got betrayed or whether they are mean to me. its just another level of frienship that's all. so if u nd a fren... i will try to be there (wanted to say always bt i cant la. i will be lying. cos i cant always be there. doh! i can be such a realist argh!)ok fine, i will not not try bt i will do my best to be there.

tts a promise... and i usually keep them. haha..