bleagh!

so i get out of sch...
and realise that i have another problem

what am i going to do with my life?
shld i work, study or just slack it away?

i have been waiting and wanting to get out of sch.
and now i got that wish but...
whats the next move?

issit just me or something
but i dun wanna face reality.
i dun want to face the future.

i dun evn want to knw if i do haf one...

sigh...
i am getting so tired of it all.
i jus move on...
but where do i evn begin?

wad if the beginning is the end?
sheesh...
sometimes
i wonder where is the eternal optimist that i knw or knew?

bleah!

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