a promise made

i know u made a promise to me.

i dont usually hold people to their promises

but u told me that i could hold u to urs.

which i did,

which i shouldnt have

silly me.

i should have just stick to my old way

of not holding people to their promises

that way no one will get hurt

not u,

not me.

but i realise now that there is just no way

u can keep ur promise to me.

because someone will,

is going to get hurt

and selfish as it mite sound

i dont want it to be me again

but it wont make life any easier for me

knowing that u mite just be the one

to get hurt.

forgive me if u got hurt in the process

i never did mean it.

u will always be a dear darling to me

no matter what.

i'm moving on.

i have to.

the world doesnt stop spinning

just becos of a broken promise.

i promise u that.