The Blue Jaz Cafe
THE BLUE JAZ CAFE
silly me!
i shld have a brought a camera when we went out.
Mel and I.
oh btw MEl, if i haven Thank you yet.
THANK YOU!
I Totally enjoyed myself that nite.
The FOod was goOD.
The Ambience was GREat.
The Company was AWEsome.
we should go out more often.
and we should check out more hot spots.
*i am not just refering to the food* hehe
and no weird guys in purple shirts allowed.
anyway, as usual, when we met, its almost like we connected all the time, gal, u are one of my few frens, whom i can just talk to, without missing a beat, doesnt matter if we haven met in 10 thousand years, we can still connect just like that, I thank GOD for special frens like you.
i was just so amazed, at the many things we haf/had in common, for every story/episode/incident/accident that i told, u told two, for every tear i shed, u shed two, for every laugh that flowed out of me, u laughed even more, for every time there was silence, i appreciated u even more, thankyou.
knowing me, if we had stayed, and talked more, i would have gotten high, i am someone who gets high on Happiness and tiredness, two extremes but that's just me, when u got off the train at bedok, my heart was saddened and gladdened at the same time, saddened - because i know what you went thru, what you are going thru now, and deeep deeep down in my heart, i wished i could have been there going thru it wid u all the way.
Twig once asked me why i din tell her wad happend wid me and ediot, i told her cos she was a fren, i din want her to get involved, next i was afraid that she would lose her frenship wid him and lastly, i was afraid that i would be judged by her. nothing hurts more than having a fren judged u. her reply was "what makes you think i would judge you? is my frenship wid u so superficial?" i realised then i hurt her because i was tryin to shelter her but it was me that i was tryin to protect.
ok, back to the situation at hand, gladdened - cos i saw how strong you are, even wid what life has hurled at u, u got up again and continued wid it, how many people i/u, know would have just back down and back off, no not u, gladdened also because, you can still laugh at whatever that has happened and is happening now, see what i mean when you are just like me, even when all the world around us is crumbling and falling to bits, we can still find something to be happy and laugh about, i still amaze myself when i can poke fun at myself and laugh at me, its a sign that I AM ALRITE! and since u are like me, YOU WILL BE ALRITE TOO!
so next time mel, if you are going thru somethign, tell me ok, i really want to be there wid u all the way, if i cant hold your hand or hug u or tell u it will be ok, the least i can do is pray about it, though i think that wouldnt be such a least thing to do.
oh, another thing gal, u and me are so straight that there's no way we can be lesbians, remember my reason why i cant be lesbian? "who's going to tell u more about the stupid boys?"
silly me!
i shld have a brought a camera when we went out.
Mel and I.
oh btw MEl, if i haven Thank you yet.
THANK YOU!
I Totally enjoyed myself that nite.
The FOod was goOD.
The Ambience was GREat.
The Company was AWEsome.
we should go out more often.
and we should check out more hot spots.
*i am not just refering to the food* hehe
and no weird guys in purple shirts allowed.
anyway, as usual, when we met, its almost like we connected all the time, gal, u are one of my few frens, whom i can just talk to, without missing a beat, doesnt matter if we haven met in 10 thousand years, we can still connect just like that, I thank GOD for special frens like you.
i was just so amazed, at the many things we haf/had in common, for every story/episode/incident/accident that i told, u told two, for every tear i shed, u shed two, for every laugh that flowed out of me, u laughed even more, for every time there was silence, i appreciated u even more, thankyou.
knowing me, if we had stayed, and talked more, i would have gotten high, i am someone who gets high on Happiness and tiredness, two extremes but that's just me, when u got off the train at bedok, my heart was saddened and gladdened at the same time, saddened - because i know what you went thru, what you are going thru now, and deeep deeep down in my heart, i wished i could have been there going thru it wid u all the way.
Twig once asked me why i din tell her wad happend wid me and ediot, i told her cos she was a fren, i din want her to get involved, next i was afraid that she would lose her frenship wid him and lastly, i was afraid that i would be judged by her. nothing hurts more than having a fren judged u. her reply was "what makes you think i would judge you? is my frenship wid u so superficial?" i realised then i hurt her because i was tryin to shelter her but it was me that i was tryin to protect.
ok, back to the situation at hand, gladdened - cos i saw how strong you are, even wid what life has hurled at u, u got up again and continued wid it, how many people i/u, know would have just back down and back off, no not u, gladdened also because, you can still laugh at whatever that has happened and is happening now, see what i mean when you are just like me, even when all the world around us is crumbling and falling to bits, we can still find something to be happy and laugh about, i still amaze myself when i can poke fun at myself and laugh at me, its a sign that I AM ALRITE! and since u are like me, YOU WILL BE ALRITE TOO!
so next time mel, if you are going thru somethign, tell me ok, i really want to be there wid u all the way, if i cant hold your hand or hug u or tell u it will be ok, the least i can do is pray about it, though i think that wouldnt be such a least thing to do.
oh, another thing gal, u and me are so straight that there's no way we can be lesbians, remember my reason why i cant be lesbian? "who's going to tell u more about the stupid boys?"
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