i dont understand how some people know what they want to do with their lives. like they do a certain because that's what they see themselves doin for the rest of their liveS?

like take my big little sis, she studied bio, chem and physics and then go into polytechnic to study more sciency stuff. hats off to her for showing her flake. she knows that she wants to go germany, new zealand, austrialia and wherever else to get farther on in life. she knows that her life would probably be dealing with sciency stuff. she is having fun during her attachment and everyday she comes home to talk about her latest adventures in science lab. everybody thinks that scientists are nerdy geeks or geeky nerds, well then u havent met my sis man. she doesnt look, talk or walk like any eccentric person. and i am encouraged that she knows what she wants to do with her life.

as for me, i did mass communications and dun want to have anything to do with my diploma. then you ask me, why you take that dip then dont do anything about it. oh well u see, i just wanted to get some exposure and now i know maybe that's one place i wont go into. guess sometimes, it goes that way for me. but hey i did enjoyed my time in there. and i have learned so many things and i think i have said it before but i wont exchange that time for any other education in this world. well done

so i go back to the point that i have no idea what i want to do. i remember when i was younger, i always wanted to be a teacher. but my sis wanted to be everyone under the sun. she was flaky and i am the constant one. ask her, what she wants to be when she grows up, she will tell u doctor, policewoman, zookeeper, firewoman, singer, teacher, cook, scientist..... she wanted to do everything but ME i just wanted to be a teacher. and now.. ask her what she wants to be and she will tell u something sciency.. and ask me, i will tell u i dunno. . . . . seeeee whho's the flaky one??

this is just a random post. just some thoughts that needed clearing. have some thinking to do. i am so sick. already. sigh
argh
argh!

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