ok i am done
thank you for leaving a sour taste in my mouth.
thank you for spoiling dinner. its fine i am used to rubbish like this. but tonite the remarks were even more sarcastic and blunter than usual. so blunt it cut right through me. nw my heart lies bleeding... never mind i will bear it all and give u the benefit of the doubt. because i get it that u are going thru nonsense as well. and maybe u have no outlet to do ur venting. i forgive u though i lie bleeding now. feeling the cut of new wounds and nursing old wounds.
its realli strange how u of all people should know the power of words. either u dont know or u dont give a damn anymore. it doesnt matter. like i said it doesnt matter.
maybe i am done wid u too. may GOD forgive me cos i dont respect u no more. i dont think i wanna be like u anymore. may u forgive me if i decide to one day smash that lovely present we got for u. and rip to shreds the poem i wrote about u, for u. may i forgive myself for making all these decisions.
well looks like forgiveness is needed all around. but because u are u, i have nothing more to say. maybe simply because i cant say anyting more. not to u . . . at least not for now. such a pity cos u are missing out so much in my life. but i guess it dont matter anymore. since my life u have no interest in.
thank you for spoiling dinner. its fine i am used to rubbish like this. but tonite the remarks were even more sarcastic and blunter than usual. so blunt it cut right through me. nw my heart lies bleeding... never mind i will bear it all and give u the benefit of the doubt. because i get it that u are going thru nonsense as well. and maybe u have no outlet to do ur venting. i forgive u though i lie bleeding now. feeling the cut of new wounds and nursing old wounds.
its realli strange how u of all people should know the power of words. either u dont know or u dont give a damn anymore. it doesnt matter. like i said it doesnt matter.
maybe i am done wid u too. may GOD forgive me cos i dont respect u no more. i dont think i wanna be like u anymore. may u forgive me if i decide to one day smash that lovely present we got for u. and rip to shreds the poem i wrote about u, for u. may i forgive myself for making all these decisions.
well looks like forgiveness is needed all around. but because u are u, i have nothing more to say. maybe simply because i cant say anyting more. not to u . . . at least not for now. such a pity cos u are missing out so much in my life. but i guess it dont matter anymore. since my life u have no interest in.
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