ME!
someone mentioned to me that my blogs are so depressing and sad...
and so unlike the happy and crazy ME that she knws.. and so i bet she must be wondering if it is the real ME that she knws..
incidentally i wonder abt tht all the time..
am i real the ME when i am with my frens or issit jus a facade?
another fren gets a real kick outta the word facade.. haha
another fren asked a very interesting qn once...
whether we are real in church?
whether we are realli ourselves that we are at home and in church..
in fact she questioned abt having a couple of identities at one time..
that made me think that wont it be tiring to do that.. can u imagine leading a separate life frm church and sch and family and work and frens and another grp of frens and another... in the end u probably wont even knw who the true person is? who u realli are.. haha for a moment i tot i lost myself there.. haha anyway...
then my next qn.. wad happens if the different identities meet and somehow clashed with each other.. den wont things be even more confusing and tiring? then in the end.. life would be just one big facade...
and no one realli knws what lies underneath the facadE?
hahah.. ok i wonder why i keep thinking of topics and questions like tt?
as pastor said, sometimes in life, asking more questions wont neccessary help cos u end up with evn more questions.. then he went on to say that there will come a stage when u actually realise that there are questions with no ans and u learn to live with questions.. haha
one thing is for sure.. i clearly haven reached the stage where i can jus live with ans.. how can? but when i finally can i will let u knw..
MayB?
and so unlike the happy and crazy ME that she knws.. and so i bet she must be wondering if it is the real ME that she knws..
incidentally i wonder abt tht all the time..
am i real the ME when i am with my frens or issit jus a facade?
another fren gets a real kick outta the word facade.. haha
another fren asked a very interesting qn once...
whether we are real in church?
whether we are realli ourselves that we are at home and in church..
in fact she questioned abt having a couple of identities at one time..
that made me think that wont it be tiring to do that.. can u imagine leading a separate life frm church and sch and family and work and frens and another grp of frens and another... in the end u probably wont even knw who the true person is? who u realli are.. haha for a moment i tot i lost myself there.. haha anyway...
then my next qn.. wad happens if the different identities meet and somehow clashed with each other.. den wont things be even more confusing and tiring? then in the end.. life would be just one big facade...
and no one realli knws what lies underneath the facadE?
hahah.. ok i wonder why i keep thinking of topics and questions like tt?
as pastor said, sometimes in life, asking more questions wont neccessary help cos u end up with evn more questions.. then he went on to say that there will come a stage when u actually realise that there are questions with no ans and u learn to live with questions.. haha
one thing is for sure.. i clearly haven reached the stage where i can jus live with ans.. how can? but when i finally can i will let u knw..
MayB?
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