bossy, me, colleague
Bossy said - Jermaine next time, find a guy 10 years older
ME said - HUH!? so old ah. dont want.
ME thought - why does everyone tell me the same things? does age really matters?
Colleague laughs knowingly. (She knows stuff about me.)
Bossy said - its good because he would be financially stable by then and will be able to look after you properly. dont have to worry about finances. he will have many many years experience.
ME said - haha nah it is too old. imagine, when i am thirty, he is forty and when i am forty, he is fifty, and when i am fifty, he is sixty and when i am sixty, he might be dead.
Me thought - for what would i need experience for? arent experiences better experienced when i experience them myself?
Colleague laughs even more knowingly. ( i wonder why she kept laughing)
Bossy asked: so are u looking for a boyfriend now?
ME replied: yes and no.
ME thought: i have too many, now dont know how to choose. oh and gals are mighty interested too. do i look lesbian to u? haha i tot i was so straight that light cant bend around me. (btw, light cant bend around solids)
Colleagues nods and grins somemore
Bossy asked: what u mean yes and no?
ME said: well it depends, i guess. i am not actively searching but i am keeping my eyes open
ME thought: Why are u suddenly so interested in my love life (or lack of)
Colleague locks eyes with me and have a questioning look in her eyes.
Bossy said: good good, keep ur eyes open, u are still young, you have time to look. dont rush into things.
ME said: yups i know.
ME thought: Since when you became my friend? now my hairs are standing. eeks!
Colleague laughed out loud. (maybe she is not ok?)
'ME thoughts' are words that I should have spoken out loud but i din for very obvious reasons. haha i wonder what would happen if i realli said those things? I wonder.
oh well, i realise blogging does help me take my mind of things. it realli does. just for a few moments, i am given reprieve from my thoughts of other things. its realli like how a drowning man would clutch at straws. its the same thing for me. anything to get my mind of things i need to think about. yes i run away from things til i am forced to face them. and usually its me who does the forcing for how far can i run away from things?
Icantstopthinkingaboutyou.
ME said - HUH!? so old ah. dont want.
ME thought - why does everyone tell me the same things? does age really matters?
Colleague laughs knowingly. (She knows stuff about me.)
Bossy said - its good because he would be financially stable by then and will be able to look after you properly. dont have to worry about finances. he will have many many years experience.
ME said - haha nah it is too old. imagine, when i am thirty, he is forty and when i am forty, he is fifty, and when i am fifty, he is sixty and when i am sixty, he might be dead.
Me thought - for what would i need experience for? arent experiences better experienced when i experience them myself?
Colleague laughs even more knowingly. ( i wonder why she kept laughing)
Bossy asked: so are u looking for a boyfriend now?
ME replied: yes and no.
ME thought: i have too many, now dont know how to choose. oh and gals are mighty interested too. do i look lesbian to u? haha i tot i was so straight that light cant bend around me. (btw, light cant bend around solids)
Colleagues nods and grins somemore
Bossy asked: what u mean yes and no?
ME said: well it depends, i guess. i am not actively searching but i am keeping my eyes open
ME thought: Why are u suddenly so interested in my love life (or lack of)
Colleague locks eyes with me and have a questioning look in her eyes.
Bossy said: good good, keep ur eyes open, u are still young, you have time to look. dont rush into things.
ME said: yups i know.
ME thought: Since when you became my friend? now my hairs are standing. eeks!
Colleague laughed out loud. (maybe she is not ok?)
'ME thoughts' are words that I should have spoken out loud but i din for very obvious reasons. haha i wonder what would happen if i realli said those things? I wonder.
oh well, i realise blogging does help me take my mind of things. it realli does. just for a few moments, i am given reprieve from my thoughts of other things. its realli like how a drowning man would clutch at straws. its the same thing for me. anything to get my mind of things i need to think about. yes i run away from things til i am forced to face them. and usually its me who does the forcing for how far can i run away from things?
Icantstopthinkingaboutyou.
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