the rain
Woe is me,
oh wretched sinner, i am.
- just a thought that hit me this morning when i was walking to work. a heavy burdened heart, a very very guilty spirit. maybe min is rite, maybe its PMS which is a very lousy excuse. maybe its some 'affliction' that i must go through first before i can be stronger. i dun like to use the word affliction, its too strong, as compared to what Pastor has gone through, what is my affliction?hmm. nothing significant. really nothing at all.
- when i left house, it started drizzling. and as i walked and talked with God, my steps became lighter. as i told Him, what was bothering me, i started to focus on the rain. while i was expecting BIG FAT raindrops to splash on my umbrella, they din. it was little snow droplets. i looked up across the field (Sign: that i am reaching work), it looked like it was snowing. (i have never seen snow before, but i imagine it would like look something like that) and i was strangely comforted (ok, not really strangely but.. comforted) and my heart sprouted wings and soar. the dark cloud above my heart lifted (tho it was still drizzling) and i started singing(yes i sing to work and at work).
- I ended the prayer and the walk with thankfulness and joy. i am back to my usual happy self. dark cloud not in sight, though its still raining. see that's why i like the rain, sounds really comforting, smells really refreshing and looks really pretty. pretty snow droplets, big fat raindrops, big splashes, small delightful puddles, big splashy puddles with little kids in them.
these are a few of my favourite things. . . haha :D
oh wretched sinner, i am.
- just a thought that hit me this morning when i was walking to work. a heavy burdened heart, a very very guilty spirit. maybe min is rite, maybe its PMS which is a very lousy excuse. maybe its some 'affliction' that i must go through first before i can be stronger. i dun like to use the word affliction, its too strong, as compared to what Pastor has gone through, what is my affliction?hmm. nothing significant. really nothing at all.
- when i left house, it started drizzling. and as i walked and talked with God, my steps became lighter. as i told Him, what was bothering me, i started to focus on the rain. while i was expecting BIG FAT raindrops to splash on my umbrella, they din. it was little snow droplets. i looked up across the field (Sign: that i am reaching work), it looked like it was snowing. (i have never seen snow before, but i imagine it would like look something like that) and i was strangely comforted (ok, not really strangely but.. comforted) and my heart sprouted wings and soar. the dark cloud above my heart lifted (tho it was still drizzling) and i started singing(yes i sing to work and at work).
- I ended the prayer and the walk with thankfulness and joy. i am back to my usual happy self. dark cloud not in sight, though its still raining. see that's why i like the rain, sounds really comforting, smells really refreshing and looks really pretty. pretty snow droplets, big fat raindrops, big splashes, small delightful puddles, big splashy puddles with little kids in them.
these are a few of my favourite things. . . haha :D
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